5 February 2008 - Tuesday
today i got H&F and i go train my leg muscle as after school i got selection trail for my house. my math test fail. i glance thought and i know i have alot of careless mistake for the bearing. haix i fail..during recess i play captain ball again. it was quite fun.. during the assembly period, i feel emo and sad. my friends ask me why but i did not tell them. haixx
after school got the selection trail. i came in second. i am quite happy le. not so in the good mood.
i come back i help my mother to do the yam thing.
why can't sadness go away easily?
why can't sadness change to happiness?
now got 4 sadness already.
it make me even sad.
i got careless mistake for my math test if not i will pass.
physic test is i forgot the formula if not i will pass.
someone misunderstand me.
i still can't forget the memory about him as it is the first time.
why can't this go off itself ?
and why keep storing inside the heart.
i really no mood already.
and i really want to focus on my studies.
if sadness can throw the problem in to the sea
and flow to other places
so that it will forget?
i also don't know really it work.
i try crying no use already.
if i go to the beach,
i don't really know can help me.
what to do to forget the sadness.
i don't really want to make me sad all the time.
it might be long for me to forget all those sadness
what to do?
what thing really help me?