15 may 2008 - Thursday
during PE lesson, i play with my friends. i went to find someone then Mrs Wendy Tan saw me so i walk to her. i was so sad. . when to zhi ying there and see there. fanyuan and grace play badminton. i don't feel like playing. zhi ying sing a song. i am very sad already. i don't know what song she sing until i cry.
it recess time, i went to find mrs wendy tan. i let her see something . ms jolynn loo ask me too
during chinese lesson i cry again. i really sorry to my friends. i really cannot face this problem now. it make me very stress
it is CDP and english lesson together. mrs brian tell us to go to the library. we watch the shrek third. the show was nice. the shrek baby is so cute. it is quite a funny show.
after school, i went to find mr chin but cannot. i saw brendy, i went down to canteen to find her. brendy want to find rohaizad but she don't want to go there. i help brendy to call rohaizad as she want to talk to him.
went back to the second staff room to find mr chin. i tell him about the science camp but he said that i wish to let u all go but the republic poly did not invite us so we cannot go. i feel so sad.
i wait for mr michael chua to come as i have cca. i wait until i fall asleep.
was about to go home, then i saw my cca is at the fourth level. the cca teacher lent us either you want to play or don't want. i just play lo.
my cca finish, i saw siew ting and her friends.
after that, i went back home
Why?
since so hard to face that problem.
it make me think that there is one way to not have sadness is
die.