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16 April 2010 - Friday
i feel sad about yesterday. my father scold me and angry about me. i also know only that course have vacancy but i really don't like those course. i say i want chemical technology also get scolding. what should i do. i am stress and depress about this. i wonder why must my father do not know how i feel and did not think of me at all. I thought parent should listen what course the daughter want but not just anyhow put to a course that the daughter do not like it. why parent don't show love to me this few day. everyday scold me and say about me. i know that i am not a good sister just because i did not do well. i have really done my very best. i have study and this is what i can do. For me from NT to NA is already a big success for me as the first day in NT i already told myself. manage to pass my N level but did not do well in O level.O level i told myself at least can get into poly i will be happy. this few day can not really sleep well. have been crying for two days. i know if i cry my parent will not care. cry yesterday night and today night.i know that it is not the end of the world yet. i might be a successful person when i grow up.

i really hope i can really calm down and not think of it. it look like it is hard.you know why? everytime say i did not do well and so on. i must be strong but i am emotional.

i think i just end here. i need a time to find my happiness back..

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